I'm looking for something new that I could reach.
something that could refresh my mind
without any burdens.
(so many invisible burdens that I even don't know what are they)

it feels like so many things have
just happened in this entire life and
I just don't know the meaning of things that had been passed for.

the blast of ideas usually occur in my mind.
but,
the passion is dead.
no good things poke my mind.
I hope it would be arisen.

I hope it's just a temporary illusion.
well, weirdo.